I hate when people say they are going to do one thing then turn around and either do something completely different or just don't do it at all. I mean if you don't want to do something then have the balls just just say hey i don't feel like doing this or that. Don't puss out and make me wait around and get pissed off cuz you didn't do what i thought you were going to.
Ok, now that's off my chest, today is a beautiful day! It's also my last day working in Jazzman's!! Yay! Never work somewhere if you aren't happy there. I liked the people, i didn't like how it was the same ol' thing everyday. That gets boring after a while. I can't wait till my hair gets longer!! Yay! Ok well i'm about to go! Missi

Things are working out this year a lot better than last year. Grades are a little better, slowly but surely, my only problem is with biology. I got on to facebook this week. So that's going good i guess. Donna wanted me on it for some reason. How about this weather. CRAZY!!!!
Went to Kappa Phi yesterday, as i do every monday. The pledges, which would be me, did a worship service. It went well. There was a lot of poetry being read. Me and a few of the others were supposed to sing, but sadly we didn't really get the time to prepare for that. Oh well, perhaps another time. I am excited to sing at the talent show, i think it will go well, that is if we do have a talent show this year. I will be sad if we don't.
I would like to get a mouse for my computer. I tried a microsoft mouse but it didn't work. I guess hp and microsoft are not compatable.  I think my daddy and i may go shopping for one, unless my buddy finds one. We shall see how that works out.
Me and Caleb have been talkin a bit. He's been getting bombed a lot. I'm kinda worried about that. There are a lot of things that i am worried about right now, but i have to handle them, sadly, on my own. My parents confide in me and i am not permitted to speak to others about things that go on. Kinda sucks that i have to carry all this stuff around with me, but that's the way it is.
So morgantown got anywhere from 8-14 inches of snow last week and everyone lost power. Some people still don't have power. I'm angry that i missed the first snow fall. We just got rain up here.
Ok well i'm gonna nap... lata!
Missi

So, today was a very good day. I had a fun time. Normally i have a sucky day on cold, yucky days, although today i had a great day. I felt cute, i think i'm losing weight. I've been thinking alot about things going on in my life, I think my thinking is causing more problems rather me just allowing whatever God wants to happen to actually happen. It's done. I'm just sitting around now and trying not to think as much. Its harder to not think about things though.

This weekend was so cold... and it just keeps getting colder and colder. Ahhh, That sucks! I'm very excited about it though.

I have a secret from my parents, I'm so excited about it though. My brother is getting out of the army for good in like march. Yay! He wants me to help him surprise the rents. I was like sure. He will be coming home i think sometime around my spring break. So i have to find out when spring break is. If anyone knows then let me know asap!! Anyway, He may be staying with me for a few days until the weekend or whenever i head home next! I'm so excited about it.

How 'bout the yahoo service. It is being so slow. Every other internet service is fast and active but not yahoo. Figures that i have an email through them. I'm thinking about getting another one just because!

Ok well i have some work to do. Holla at me!
loves!
Missi

So, Donna has been having really bad headaches. That's sad! My darlin, I hope you feel better!My throat is starting to act swollen. Kinda sad about that. I just mopped my bedroom floor. Kinda happy about that!!! So my brother and i are going to surprise the rents with his return. Yay!!! I'm excited about that. I'm getting ready to watch Grease. Yay!

"What was God thinking when he made women?"
" He was probably making up for when he created men."

That cracks me up! Ok well my movie is coming on. I'm about to bounce. Later!!
Missi

I'm up early this morning. I couldn't sleep. I've been up for a lil' longer than a hour now. I have a lot of things on my mind. Guess thats one reason why i couldnt really sleep. I"m also cold, my stomach hurts and my nose is stuffed up. But besides that i have a lot of other things that i can't stop thinking about. Me and David broke up over the weekend. I can't stop thinking about him. He said a lot of things and i did too, hurtful, not to sure if they were truthful though. Everytime i'm alone i think about it. It hurts me to think about it. I'm sure it hurts him as well. I dunno... in the past we would break up then something would bring us back together. I think he knew that and i don't think he wants that to happen again. That's something that hurts. I mean if its meant to be then it will be. But we were angry with each other most of the time. He has a horrible temper. He should learn to control it before he gets further into a relationship. I know he would never hurt me, but the fear is still there. It just got to the point to were i couldn't stand him yelling anymore. I don't think he saw it as much as i did. I do miss him tho.
Caleb, my brother, e-mailed me today. He was excited, he missed talking to me for that long week. He may be coming home around march. I was planing on going to the beach with some friends over spring break, but Caleb may be home around that time. If that's the case then I think I will be staying home for spring break and going on lil' trips with the family, all four of us!! Momma said that he should, maybe, be home for my birthday. He hasn't been home for one of my birthdays since i was 14, now he may be home for my 20th birthday!! I"m excited. If he's not then there's always the 21st. Me and Caleb are tite. No one that i've ever known is as close to their sibling as me and him. He's my buddy, I don't know where i would be without his support. Most of the things i do are to please him. I'm living my parents dream, but i'm also living his. I love it when he says he's proud of me, because i know its true!!
College is getting harder and harder. I feel, sometimes, that i can't catch up. I know that i'll do fine. I have faith that i can do it. I have to start studying for biology. I have a test the 6th. Midterms are coming up. I'm nervous. They always make me nervous though.
I"ve been working out lately with Amber. We are determined to get into shape and to lose weight. We both used to be a lot smaller than what we are now. We are the same size too. I've been trying to cut back on eating so much. I always get hungry at like weird times tho. My stomach is acting up all the time, I mean it just hurts. That sucks. I hope and pray today goes better than most of my other days have been going. Ps. Amber's the one i'd be going to the beach with. Ok I'm out!
Missi